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ok so at the moment im feeling like the biggest failure ever..
how could i let them take it away so fast.. wen i wokred so hard to get to 42kg and just like that i feel as tho my head had been screwed on bakwards and i was talked into thinking being skinny is horrible..
pfft yea rite..
i will get bak there.. at least i no all of u understand wat im going through :)
love u all!

is anyone else a fan?

Natalie Portman is the guest judge tonight. She is soooo tiny! I love her 

So over 24 hrs of no sleep
And it doesn't seem to be in site
The Ex-boyfriend is in the ICU for another day.
He is doing better, still really out of it
but at least he is doing a lot better :)
I am still worried
I still love him.

 I was just forced to eat dinner. yuck. It's times like this that I wish I could purge...

I'm so fucking mad right now. Nothing is going right, nothing is working. I have three hampers full of laundry that I'll only be able to do tomorrow, because Friday I have to work, and then I have to take my husband to a physical therapist appt that we can't afford, and in about half-an-hour we have to hit the hay because I have to drive my husband to work and 2:30am.

Why does everything seem to be shitty today?

it is possible...

hey this is a kinda dumb question but who here has had success with 2468?
like, I want to start it but I want to know how many cycles to do, how much weight I could lose.
advice would be awesome.
thanks! Heart you all!
xoxo

There's something about finding yourself sat in the dark in your living room at 2am watching Super Skinny Celebs and eating frozen quorn bacon out of the box with your fingers that forces you to realise you might have a problem.  

 Im trying to decide if I can be ok with eating "normal" tomorrow since my friends moving to Los Angeles and having a going away party, I will probably end up going to Outback or Chili's ...and I don't wanna be like my normal self and pick at a salad with no dressing, you know? ..damn. Im not sure how to handle this.

finally got accepted! woohoo =]

im from the us background on me is diagnosed w/ ana 3 years ago
hospitalized early this year and had to gain like 40+ lbs
im hating how i look right now and def want to get back to my old weight

i cant wait to meet all u girls [and guys?]
think thin <3 

 how many cals in a coffee white with one i cant find info anywhere please help

i have to go to a sushi restaurant tonight for dinner.  im at ZERO cals so far for the day so i want something REALLY low.

the lowest i saw was the cucumber roll and miso soup.

anything else??? did i miss something lower???

 i am so done eating! 
i hate food so much!!!

i thought i was getting smaller yeah no i am just staying the same
i am an idiot how did i not see this. 

1 meal a day! 

if i am even forced to eat it.

.... but are liquid calories better than solid food calories?   or are calories just calories.   i have heard so many different things

Hey,

I'm going to make a list of...

All the films I want to watch.
All the books I want to read.
All the clothes I want to buy.
All the things I'm going to do with my holiday.

LOL and blah blah blah

I like making lists lol

x